so there was this party with new people and new experiences to be had. capturing the hearts of the masses, i swept in and played a little bayside diddy (sp?). it was sweet. i got drunk. i got head. she was decent looking but not a long term thing. stumbling home i realized that life’s just weird and all we can do is kinda go with it. socializing is the performance enhancing, banned substance of the sport of confidence. training begins